10 Jun Day 10: It sinks in
Jeff is moving on, and it’s time for us to as well. This is all over and I should be happy that I’ve got my life back to normal.
This isn’t the case; I’m feeling empty, I’m not sleeping, I have no emotion or motivation to do anything. I didn’t realise this, I didn’t notice that anything was wrong. I was carrying on with work, getting home, having dinner and going to bed and staying up for the entire night. The next day exactly the same and the next.