18 Jul Day 48: Car crash part two

I’ve been back at work full time for the past 3 days, I’ve felt confident that I’m not having hallucinations so I’ve been driving. It’s my turn to drive to and from work today. I’ve been suffering with depression recently, I’m really down – not myself, not communicating with anyone. 

We’re on the way home and Lauren notices that there’s something wrong. She can tell, if she’s talking to me and I don’t respond then she knows that my head has gone into a weird moment, I’m focused on something else. She gets me to pull over and takes over driving, I’m seeing things again, not seeing what should be there and seeing something that isn’t there. 

We get home, I’ve calmed down a bit again, we have dinner and get to bed early.